I just went to go see "God's Not Dead 2" last night with my family and I can't say enough about how INSPIRING it was! I sat there in the theater and was set on fire to have courage in the midst of persecution and a world who doesn't believe in Jesus! It was so hard not to get boiling mad when the antagonists in the movie talked so badly about the Christians and how they didn't like them or what they stood for! It is often so hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that there are actually people who do not and will not believe in God not matter how much evidence is staring them in the face.....it makes me feel so helpless for their sake because I know what they are missing and it mourns me that they will never experience God's Scandelous love and forgiveness! However, while there were times in the movie that I was so mad because of what the people who were not Christians were trying to do, it made me realize what a BROKEN world we live in and how everything that happened in the movie is happening in the 2016! People don't believe in God, they are trying to disprove his existence, and they are trying to tear us down from the beliefs and life we hold on so tightly to. The thing is, while we often shrink back in fear of the persecution that attacks Christians around us and worry that the same people will come after us, it is really the world who is afraid!!! The world is afraid of what Jesus can do.......inwardly they know he existed, they know he is real, and they know he has the power to do anything......that is why they battle so much against him because they are afraid that if EVERYONE believes in him they will have no power! Our GOD is POWERFUL......he is REAL.....and he will NEVER ABANDON us in the midst of the persecution that threatens to take away all that we have and know. I am constantly reminded of 1 Peter 3:12-14: "Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though somethings strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share in Christ's sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed. If you are insulted for the name of Christ, you are blessed because the spirit of glory and of God rests upon you." Jesus was persecuted when he was here on earth! He died because of what he believed, who he was, what he said, and how he lived. Never once think that he doesn't know what you go through! Never think that he doesn't care about the persecution in our lived. HE KNOWS WHAT IT IS LIKE!!! He lived it in the flesh as a man here on earth 2,000 years ago.....we have proof of this in the Bible! When you feel like the persecution that attacks you is unfair, just remember that you are sharing in Christ's sufferings and that you will be blessed! You life is ALL for God's GLORY no matter if you suffer, fall, or fail...............God will use you greatly just STAND FIRM IN HIM and never bow to what the world wants!!! By
Madison McQuary
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I often wonder what God's GREATER plan is for my life? Will I continue on the path I am walking now, or does something greater await me? Now, that is not to say that the path I am currently on is wrong or uneventful, for God is constantly at work in my life and teaching me so many lessons along the way. However, I often look around me and see so many people doing great things.....doing "hard things" and I want to be one of those people! I remember reading the book Do Hard Things by Alex and Brett Harris years ago and I was struck with the realization that I wanted to do something more with my life. I wanted to be like the people whose stories were in the book! I wanted to be a young teen who was changing the world! I wanted to raise money for orphaned children, collect shoes for people in other countries, fight human trafficking, encourage teens, and soooooo much more. I wanted to go out and DO SOMETHING!!! Did that happen? Not completely, but I have realized that while I might not have done BIG things like I had anticipated the small things I did made just as much of a difference. Furthermore, I have realized that over the years God has been working in my life to show me what breaks my heart and lead me to a path that he has called me to one day accomplish great things! I would like to believe that the time is NOW! That this BOLD > REVOLUTION is the Greater thing.....that HARD THING that I have always prayed God would call me to and lead me towards! I have confidence in knowing that God works in mysterious ways and that he never allows anything by accident. It is no accident that certain events in my life have challenged me to speak out for what I believe and stand strong in my convictions! It is no accident that he has gifted me with a passion for writing mixed with a desire to share my heart with others! It is no accident that I have started more books than I care to count all leading up to the one book he really wants me to write! It is no accident that I had to re-take a Sociology class which made me think about the things that influence teens decisions! It is no accident that my Sociology teacher presented the idea of me doing an in depth sociological study! NOTHING IS AN ACCIDENT!!! While at times my heart might waver in trusting God with my dreams and plans......I have to step back and realize his plans and dreams for my life are greater than my own! I have to recognize that God has brought me this far and he will not abandon me know! TRUST.....that is the key word here that I am free to let go and let God!!! The other day I received an email on the mailing list from Brett Harris. In the email he was talking about how much God had accomplished in the 10 years since he and Alex had started the "Relelution" and written Do Hard Things! He referenced the Blog post he had written 10 years ago when everything began and he said this in it: You may wonder on reading this whether I will follow through with this resolution. Will it be only sad irony ten years hence that such a thing was ever written by these hands? Will this be a scrap of broken dreams and aspirations? Will I forget in an hour what was so clear and true now? The AMAZING thing is that his dream became a reality! That post didn't just exist in the cyberspace of the internet, but manifested itself in a movement and God has done GREAT things!!! I ended up reading the entire post (you can go read it for yourself here):
http://therebelution.com/blog/2005/08/the-rebelution-a-challenge-for-my-generation/#.VlHfYXarTIW and I must say it was quite inspiring! I saw myself in the words and I am currently on that same path......trusting in a God Sized Dream! I would like to say that I know where this BOLDrevolution will be in 10 years, but I don't know what that might be......only God knows!!! Therefore, until then I will trust in Gods plan that is far greater than mine knowing he will do GREAT things!!!! -Madison Some may call it a Burden, others a calling, and still some may choose to label it a weird blessing, but no matter the name associated with it we each face it. Every day we wake up, step out into the world and witness destruction. Destruction of homes, lives, and lifestyles........we might stand there motionless uncertain of how to handle what is going on......or we might be silent with fear......but no mater our reactions each time we look upon the world our hearts break!
I don't know if it is the same for you but ever since I was young this has been my life story! There are times when I am frozen...motionless in uncertainty and times where I have been silent, not uttering a word in rebutle all because fear gripped my spirit. However, each and every time I come face to face with the world, its lies, hurt, brokeness, and evil my heart breaks. My spirit becomes mournful....sometimes I want to cry, sometime I want to grab the person and say "Do you not know how much you are loved and treasured?" and other times I just don't know what to do because I am in such despair. My heart breaks over multiple things....it breaks when I see girls compromise their standards for a guy or because the world tells them too. My heart breaks when I see the evil that captivates off guard subjects. My heart breaks when I hear of hunger and sickness in other countries and even in my own country. My heart breaks when I hear of young girls being trafficked and trapped withing a dangerous and evil society. My heart breaks when I hear of young women who sell themselves because they don't see their worth in their Heavenly Father's eyes. My heart breaks when I heart the lies the world screams at all who live here. My Heart Breaks. I am always captivated by the words in Hillsong's Hosanna which say: Heal my heart and make it clean Open up my eyes to the things unseen Show me how to love like You have loved me Break my heart for what breaks yours Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause As I walk from earth into eternity. When our heart breaks Jesus' heart breaks!!! In order to fully understand the heart of God we must ask Him to show us what breaks His heart and as him to break ours also!!! We must be willing to have our eyes opened by the one who sees everything and who mourns for his lost children. We....each of us.....me......each one of you reading these words has been given a "Divine Burden." What is this "Divine Burden?" "A moment when God blesses you with a divine burden [is a moment that] something bothers you so deeply, you're moved from complacency to action." (Groeschel, 207). Has something ever bothered you so deeply that your spirit was moved? If not ask God to show you something that makes your heart break on behalf of Him. He will truly bless and does bless you with a burden. God DID NOT put us here simply because he needed stick people to move around on his dioroma...NO! He placed us here for a reason....to do good work....to carry our the great commission.....to be the hands and feet of Jesus! To be Lights (John 8:12) City on a Hill (Matthew 5:14) Children of the Light (1Thessalonians 5:5) However, when we discover the divine burden that God has given us, we might want to ignore it.....for recognizing it means that we must step out of our comfort zone and be willing to follow Him! I know that for me, stepping outside of my comfort zone is the SCARIEST thing I can do and have done!! God has countless times pushed me beyond my limit and those times were only in small things (though they seemed like giants in my eyes)....I cannot even begin to fathom what it will be like when he pushes me beyond my limit in bigger things. However, we are not meant to hide or live small....we are meant to live BIG for we have a BIG GOD and he has given us a BIG calling!! I want to be like Nehemiah who saw a problem and was so affected by it that he was greatly grieved and moved to tears by it. However, he didn't stop there.....he realized the burden God had placed on his heart and he acted upon it! He saw the crumbling walls of Jerusalem and the crumbling lives of all who lived there. He didn't stay home and watch Netflix and eat ice cream. NO SIR!!!! He got up out of his bed went to Jerusalem and started rebuilding the walls and the broken lives of the people!!! Man, if that isn't motivating I don't know what is!!! He might have been threatened, accused, made fun of, mocked, and told that the task was to big.....but that didn't stop Nehemiah.....his response was God is BIGGER and with God ALL THINGS are possible!!! This is who I want to be....I want to be a modern Nehemiah.....I want to get up, go out, and act upon my divine calling!!! I want to rebuild the crumbling walls of the world and I want to move beyond my self and self-focused all to normal life and live out the weird blessing that God has called me to!! However, I must admit I don't entirely know what that "Divine Blessing" is!!! However, I have realized over the last 6 months that God is calling me to something greater, something bigger, something better, something weird....."For such a Time as This!" (Ester 4:14). Maybe that is why I started this blog? Actually that is one reason :) I wanted to share the things that God places on my heart and leads me towards, but I also want to encourage you who read these posts that you are not alone! You are not alone in your struggles and you are not alone in your Divine Callings. We are all called to something and each of us is finding out more each day about what God is calling us to do! I may have ideas about what my Weird Blessing and Divine Burden is from God....for I know the things that break my heart, but I an at a loss for how to act upon them. However, I know that when I ask God to show me what breaks his heart and allow my heart to do the same he will lead me to the path and be the one who is GREATER than I!! This Burden is SCARY.....I will not lye!!!! It takes courage.......courage like I have never had before......I have to take risks!!! You have to have COURAGE......you have to RISK!!! What does that courage look like. One word or name.....DAVID! David was a young boy, the youngest out of a line of brothers. He was just a young lad looking after the sheep while everyone else (his brothers included) were out doing battle with the Philistines. Well, lo and behold that God would ever use anyone who was already great to carry out His work....he always used the least likely of candidates but that is what makes him so so AMAZING!!! David was simply minding his own business when suddenly the Philistines brought out their biggest warrior....a giant of a man named Goliath......well, you know what happens next, all the men in the army ran away in fear and wouldn't face him. However, David, this young shepherd boy armed with only a sling shot and stones stood up and said "Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God (1 Sam. 17:26)?" While the other soldiers who ran away saw a scary giant, David saw an opportunity and large target that there was no way he could miss with his sling shot (and God's help of course). It was through the courage of a small shepherd boy that a giant was killed......and it is through that same courage that God gives us the power to face our own GIANTS every DAY!!!!! However, even with a burden like Nehemiah and courage like David we may still find it hard to face our Divine Callings and step outside of ourselves to make a change. Sometimes we need to get a little angry! Not mad fuming fire out of the nostralls angry but a mad righteous anger!!! Where do we see this in the Bible? Remember that little Israelite baby that was put in a basket and sent down the Nile river to escape being killed by the Pharoah? Yeah....that baby....Moses. When Moses was older and living in the Pharoah's house he witnessed an Egyptian beating an Israelite, well Moses was so angered that he killed the Egyptian (Ex. 12:12)! Now, I am not saying that we should go out and kill the people who make us angry, but Moses had an excuse for this righteous anger. It was this act, somewhat cruel as it may seem, that showed the passion Moses had for the Israelite's and his anger at how they were being treated which started the ball rolling for God's plan to have Moses lead the Israelite's out of their captivity. Now....do you see how God works in the unlikely situations of life to bring about a Diving Calling for the ones he has called? He moves us through what we see and experience around us. Have you ever realized that there are some things that effect us more than others? What could be the reason for this? Have you ever considered that what moves you more...what brings tears to your eyes and breaks your heart into a million pieces are things that God is specifically aiming directly at you? I know right now I can think of a number of things that break my heart more than others for whatever reason.....and when I think about it more I do realize that it is as if God specifically aims them at me! As crazy as it may sound it is true!! Thus here is the thing......if God is the God of all creation, the one who created you and me, the one who sent the world into motion, and the one who knows the future.....don't you think he knows what he has called us to? He knew since the day we entered this world what he wanted us to do and he knows the exact moment in our history that he will choose for us to act upon our divine calling and glorify his magnificent name!! God has given each and every one of us gifts, talents and passions. Do not think that those are meant to go to waste....he gave them to us to carry out what he has called us to!!! He has equipped us with all we need to find what breaks out hearts and call upon him to guide us on the path of our Divine Burdens. So ask yourself this and answer in the blank: "My weird blessing is to have a burden for ________________." You may feel overwhelmed with thinking that you need to do everything, but take heart that God has many children and each of them has a Divine Burden. You cannot to everything, but every little thing you do is something. You may not be able to save every starfish(Story Here)but your vigilance can make a difference to one! As I was reading the chapter in the book that inspired me to write this post, the author started throwing out suggestions for allowing yourself the freedom to take action. As I was reading through the sentence I was struck by one suggestion he wrote: "Start a Blog". I went "Wow, what are the odds!!" Maybe (like I mentioned) this is the reason for this blog? Maybe this blog is only my jumping off point? Maybe this blog is to connect me to others who have a similar calling so that we can come together and bring Glory to our Heavenly Father through our Divine Burdens? Whatever the reason, I know that this blog is no accident. I started it for a reason. I know full well that God is allowing my heart to break for the things he is calling me towards! I know one day soon He will show me how to take action and I hope when that day comes I have the courage to step out of myself and RISK!! I want to be a modern Nehemiah and rebuild walls, I want to be a modern David and face my Giants, and I want to be a modern Moses...filled with righteous anger for the things that break my heart!! In closing I leave you with this prayer from the book WEIRD: "May God bless you with discomfort at easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships, so that you may live deep within your heart. May God bless you with anger at injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people, so that you may work for justice, freedom, and peace. May God bless you with tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection and starvation, so that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and to turn their pain into joy. And may God bless you with enough foolishness to believe that you can make a difference in this world, so that you can do what others claim cannot be done. May God bless you with the weirdest blessing possible---his divine burden." If that blessing doesn't inspire you to the depths of your soul I don't know what will! Blessings to you who seek to live as Nehemiah's, David's, and Moses's in a world that tells us it cannot be done!!! What is something that breaks your heart or something that God lead you to when reading this post? Do you feel there is a Divine Burden God is leading you towards? What are your thoughts on this post? -Madison |
About The AuthorMadison is a college student passionate about empowering Christian teens of the 21st century to live life BOLDNESS in a weak world. Join me as I seek to start a BOLD>REVOLUTION. Archives
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